All thoughts and feelings that have been bubblin up inside me are finally overflowing from this heart and im letting all of you to read this so that you don’t think that im putting all of you under any great pressure.
I don’t know what’s going on! Im in a relationship and showin my sadness in my eyes. He couldn’t be the best fer me. I never could lie to myself, i always terrible at it. My eyes betray myself time and time again. I just can pretend that everythin’ is PERFECT. I see that he is a selfish man who has absolutely no idea just how lucky he is and he makes me sick! He is the luckiest man in the world to have me but he doesn’t deserve me and i deserve him FAR better.
i deserve someone who loves me with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about me constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wonderin what im doing, where i’ve been going, with who am i spend my time, and if im okay or not J
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