Look Inside My Tiny Mind .

vanakam~ tebiat en??
saya tak tahu apa suda jadik nan hidup saya. huhu. agak malang kott sape yang stick nan saya. hati neh rasa macam, haish! tak tahu lahh macam mana nak gambarkan. rase nak jea tempeleng cukup-cukup =.="
i really dont know how my feelin towards him. i admit that i had a really big crush on him back then when the first time i saw him. argh! so confusin! i wish i could turn back and redo everythin and anythin that i demandin before. in which i have been thinkin to love him like before. heart, please, stay! just for my only forever. dont triffle with anyone anymore okayy. i wish i could be the one who want care at all. be the one who understand. i know the way to go, no one's guidin me. and still, time is soakin with blood and i couldn't turn back, anymore. im tired with all those and these loves. i already knew, what you give is always what you get and still i haven't give you what i should. love, im so sorry. i knew i've been actin like sour and milk all on the same time. it's complicated yet so troubled!
just give me a slice of heaven so that i will find my way back. till then, i love you <3